My birthday is coming up in a few weeks. Maybe that is the reason why I am suddenly very crabby. Birthdays usually make me feel so blue. Maybe if there is a great flower delivery service in Norway, like the
Kansas City flower delivery service, then maybe (just maybe and some wishful thinking here) Hubby can send me flowers. That would make me happy for sure.^_^ But then again, I can be surrounded with the most wonderful people - still I'd have this feeling that something is missing. I don't know what it is. However, every year since I can remember, I always feel blue on my birthday. Maybe it is because, we turn a year older and see that we haven't accomplished as much as we would have liked.
28 is a magical age after all. Well, in my opinion anyway. By this time, you are old enough to be married and considered a mature adult. You are usually at the peak of your so called "beauty". You look good, you feel good. Usually, you already know what you want and know how exactly to get it. This time, most have already traveled and enjoyed life.
In my case, I have yet to travel. But of course, that can wait until Hubby and I fulfill our goals. They are really simple goals actually. We want to own a beautiful house of our own. We want the kids to grow up intelligent, responsible and loving. We want a 3rd child - a girl this time. We want to be together. That's basically the main goal. He had been working for Norway for almost 3 years now and at first it was fine, but now, it has been unacceptable. If that means we all have to move to Norway, so be it. I have so many wishes in my head but I guess, it's pretty clear what I really, really want.
This year, as I blow my candle and make a wish - I know exactly what to wish for.
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