Holding On

It's crazy here at home that I've become a scatter-brain. It's not like I have so much to do really, but its more because I don't have time for myself at all. I feel like a robot. Someone to do this and that - sometimes I feel like I am not allowed to feel anything at all because if I do nothing gets done. It has been pretty demanding with the 2 kids plus the household. Oh well, life.

I am comforted by the fact that Mom & Dad are coming home next weekend. Hubby will be home in a few weeks and Christmas would mean I can relax and have fun a bit with my family and friends. At least for a few days at least I can chill and stop thinking about stuff like Blue Cross Blue Shield NC, more payables and the future. I know Hubby is stressing because of work (or lack of it!) but I am a firm believer of this saying which I got somewhere.

"God takes something from our grasps not to punish us . . .but to free our hands to receive something much better"

Just have faith and believe. Everything will work out.